On Saturday, 20th October

Was chilling in my mum's room and woke up with girlfriend's spamming text at Whatsapp. Few hours or minutes later, I got a call from a unknown number which I don't know who. So I picked up the call and it's a nurse from Singapore General Hospital. She said that my dad was breathing hardly and his breath is low around 20. Ran to the kitchen and told my mum about it. My mum was so shocked she called my sisters and pick us up. We were rushing to the hospital and I was hoping that my dad won't go first and leave us.

When we reached the hospital, we ran in the lift and ran to the ward my dad is warded. I stepped in first and took a look. And the day I saw him ... covered by the blanket. I went out, I call my girlfriend, I cried out loud, and sat on corner crying like a mad person. My dad was the best that I've ever had. He pampers me since I was small eventhough I got the beatings from him and having cold wars with him. I kept on going in and looked at my dad. I had to cried everywhere I go and keep on saying "Why do you have to go first? Why? I didn't get to seek forgiveness." I regretted. Allah loves him more. And then on that day itself, we want to bury him, after kissed his forehead, I cried around my cousin, friends, and my girlfriend. Went in the kitchen, I can't stand it I can't get over it that my dad is no longer with us. And that night, we buried him.
Luckily, there's my girlfriend and friends who took their energy and appreciative to come over my place to read out the doa for my dad before bury him. Blessed to have them in my live.

On Sunday, 21th October

It was the ceremony of my late dad's and late granddad's. All my cousins came and some of my friends came with my girlfriend. And then we ate like one fat pig over there. And there's me eating too much egg tarts and roti kirai. Hahahaha. Damn it I was still hungry eventhough I've eaten my breakfast. Had a little quality time with my grilfriend and normal talks we always have. Great to see my girlfriend. Teehee :')

Okay I'm so lazy to update the things what happened these past few days. So lemme skip it. Blablablabla.

Yup, girlfriend have been taking care of me after my dad passed away. She was always there for me till now. Just me who still needs to move on from my late dad slowly so I won't be crazy as how I was these past few days. I want to be like how I used to be. Do you know that in my whole entire life with someone I love which is ex/girlfriend, I think that okay no I don't think or I think. Alisya is the one who I always wanted in my whole entire life. I've been finding a girlfriend who's like Alisya, always there for me, cheers me up with her lame jokes, who always brighten up my day with her cute texts, with her pamper attitude, who always get bully by me but most of the time I always get bully by her, going out with her, listening to her endless stories which leads to be more addictive listening to it, who loves me for who I am, who take care of me when I'm sick, aaaaannnnnnnddddd there's alot of it. I shall just tell you all these stuffs. Teehee. Yeah, the best thing that ever happen to me is Nurul Alisya. I know that I promise I will always be there for her and love her always eventhough we are not friends and don't take advantage of her. I really love her so much you guise can't even imagine.

That's all for today. I can write a story book about my wonderful girlfriend. Hehe.