Hi, hey, hello, harrow, hellow, harlow.

Today, Saturday 3rd November.

My Saturday's are always awesome especially with the girlfriend. Teehee. Went out with her today to catch movie at Scape. Wanted to watch The Perks Of Being A Wallflower but it was sold out. So, we went to watch Paranormal Activity 4. It was epic in the cinema. She didn't want to watch it so I forced her. I love her so much for this! Watching Paranormal Activity 4, screaming here and there scolding vulgarities. O you don't know how scary shit it was. I was being brave and then slowly being coward watching it covering my face because of it. It was scary and there's many suspend moments with their sound effect. Overall it was quite worth it! And oh it's the first time the girlfriend tried best fries forever. Mmmm, I want more of it hahaha okay stahp stahp. And then went to Bugis to get my comic book! Hoooraaaay to The Avengers! Brought the girlfriend an Wolverine comic book since she likes it :-)

Before all these stuffs happens, before meeting her at Pasir Ris. I rushed to Popular and find the story book called "The Hobbit" her favorite and wanted it so much. So I brought for her as a surprise gift for 7th monthsary and she loves it! She kept on smiling and stuffs. She's so cute I feel like slapping her hahaha kidding, kissing her whole face and keep her with me forever! Everytime we meet, I always die inside and there's butterflies inside my stomach. Eventhough 7th months being together still got butterflies in my stomach. So shy. She's so pretty and cute. When she wears a dress, that point of time, that really caught my eyes starring at her for the whole day. If she wears normally, she still look cute and pretty to be honest. Aww yeah, that's my girlfriend.

Had a wonderful time with girlfriend just now. I really love her :')
Till here then!

On Saturday, 20th October

Was chilling in my mum's room and woke up with girlfriend's spamming text at Whatsapp. Few hours or minutes later, I got a call from a unknown number which I don't know who. So I picked up the call and it's a nurse from Singapore General Hospital. She said that my dad was breathing hardly and his breath is low around 20. Ran to the kitchen and told my mum about it. My mum was so shocked she called my sisters and pick us up. We were rushing to the hospital and I was hoping that my dad won't go first and leave us.

When we reached the hospital, we ran in the lift and ran to the ward my dad is warded. I stepped in first and took a look. And the day I saw him ... covered by the blanket. I went out, I call my girlfriend, I cried out loud, and sat on corner crying like a mad person. My dad was the best that I've ever had. He pampers me since I was small eventhough I got the beatings from him and having cold wars with him. I kept on going in and looked at my dad. I had to cried everywhere I go and keep on saying "Why do you have to go first? Why? I didn't get to seek forgiveness." I regretted. Allah loves him more. And then on that day itself, we want to bury him, after kissed his forehead, I cried around my cousin, friends, and my girlfriend. Went in the kitchen, I can't stand it I can't get over it that my dad is no longer with us. And that night, we buried him.
Luckily, there's my girlfriend and friends who took their energy and appreciative to come over my place to read out the doa for my dad before bury him. Blessed to have them in my live.

On Sunday, 21th October

It was the ceremony of my late dad's and late granddad's. All my cousins came and some of my friends came with my girlfriend. And then we ate like one fat pig over there. And there's me eating too much egg tarts and roti kirai. Hahahaha. Damn it I was still hungry eventhough I've eaten my breakfast. Had a little quality time with my grilfriend and normal talks we always have. Great to see my girlfriend. Teehee :')

Okay I'm so lazy to update the things what happened these past few days. So lemme skip it. Blablablabla.

Yup, girlfriend have been taking care of me after my dad passed away. She was always there for me till now. Just me who still needs to move on from my late dad slowly so I won't be crazy as how I was these past few days. I want to be like how I used to be. Do you know that in my whole entire life with someone I love which is ex/girlfriend, I think that okay no I don't think or I think. Alisya is the one who I always wanted in my whole entire life. I've been finding a girlfriend who's like Alisya, always there for me, cheers me up with her lame jokes, who always brighten up my day with her cute texts, with her pamper attitude, who always get bully by me but most of the time I always get bully by her, going out with her, listening to her endless stories which leads to be more addictive listening to it, who loves me for who I am, who take care of me when I'm sick, aaaaannnnnnnddddd there's alot of it. I shall just tell you all these stuffs. Teehee. Yeah, the best thing that ever happen to me is Nurul Alisya. I know that I promise I will always be there for her and love her always eventhough we are not friends and don't take advantage of her. I really love her so much you guise can't even imagine.

That's all for today. I can write a story book about my wonderful girlfriend. Hehe.

(Well it feels like we're back together again like we used to but yeah it was just for a day)

Wednesday, 8 August

National day celebration with the whole school but didn't get to celebrate together with the sec 4E, 4NA & 5N. They went to Gardens By The Bay. It was an half day for us all. Went to ISH and played games with 402 & 301. It was quite fun actually with them. Took pictures with the whole class and the whole normal technical over there like one big family, chey haha. After school, when to meet the annoying girl. Accompanied her to find her things for her room (macam makcik dia shopping dalam daiso) okay ard bastard gila. Sorry girlfriend! Went to her house and I forgot what I did over there so skip to the next day of it! 

Thursday, 9 August

Didn't had plans for the half day thinking whether should I go out and watch fireworks with the BP or not but end up Hanissa Ammelia text me and ask me whether to watch fireworks with her, so I agreed. Met her at Pasir Ris platform and off to City Hall. It was almost break fast and we rushed to 711 to buy our drinks. So from there we walked to Marina Square, got a text from Syazirah saying that she saw us, we called her up and asked to join with us. Watched fireworks at Marina Steps. Astaghfirullah, totally packed over there. Took pictures of the fireworks, same old style of fireworks and then went to eat at somewhere and talk about people we hate or whatever it is. Standard. After that we went home. Nothing much on that day. Boo. 

Friday, 10 August

Went to girlfriend's house and helped her out to clean her stuffs at her room. Like kandang kerbau sia. HAHAHAHAHA, okay sorry I just had to. I organized her things up and she was chilling at her bed. Such a good girlfriend :') And then helped her mum out. Ya'Allah, I swear I can't bake. And then spent time with her for half of the day. Had plans with the 4E malay students. Went with Syazirah to meet them at Simpang Bedok. Break fast together and yeah see the picture up there? It really feels like we're back together as one clique like we used to be but it lasted only a day. It was almost a complete clique. We missed out Khairiyah and Haikal Khalid, they can't make it for the iftar. So we spent time together at Simpang bedok and took pictures with together. All the pictures are mostly at Fasihah's camera (girl takda internet, so tak boleh upload gambar. Facepalm) haha. After that we didn't had any plans to go after our break fast. So Sabrina suggested to go to Changi City Point rooftop, everyone agreed to go there. Putra and other 3 or 4 people went home. So we went to Changi City Point, Ardilla's slippers was broke and I lend my slippers to her, so I was barefooted till Changi City Point. Brought her slippers at Cotton On and then we went up to the rooftop. Chilling with them and then one by one went home. 

Saturday, 11 August

Went to girlfriend's house again (hari hari pergi rumah dia pun boleh juga sia) I don't know what we did and what I did over there but I know that we spent time together again. She was being such a cutie pie (mintak kene sepak 100x okay kidding hahaha mampus juga sidektu) Break fast at her house for the 6th time with her. I don't know when will be the 7th iftar with her. Went home around 1030PM, standard time. I forgot most of the days what did I do. Short term memory :')

Prelims this whole week, two papers are down, till here then.

The girl who motivate me through everything. Who said to me that she will be there for me no matter what. Action speak louder than words, she showed it and I believe her words. I truly really love her. She's the first girlfriend who I break fast with, went to the places we never been together with our ex, there's many first in our relationship we do together. She's like my first love but no. It's okay. I was really touched that she made a post about me at her blog, I've been reading it all over again and again. Well, it's going to be 4 months together with her. Everything went well in this relationship, less fights more happiness in us. I was really lazy to start praying, studying in school and outside and others, and there's this girl named Alisya, who motivated me to start praying and studying. And that I did all those things.

How I remembered the time when we went for our very first date at Botanic Gardens. I was so nervous and scared to ask her to be mine, girlfriend. It's hard for me to speak out that time but then I said it. Honestly, it was the first time I ask a girl to be mine, face to face feeling so nervous and so. "Can I ask you something?" "What? What you want to ask me?" "Erm, will you be mine?" "Be mine what?" "Be mine, girlfriend?" She's such an ass that time asking me things here and there when I only asked her one question which is to be mine haha. I would like to wish, Happy 4 monthsary in advance, Nurul Alisya Hud <3 Thank you for being there for me when I'm sad or angry, motivate me through everything, trying to show your love towards me, taking care of me. I remembered you, came down to my place. So sweet :'). You never failed to make me smile everyday. Blessed to have you in my life. Never plan to leave you and never am I gonna leave you. I'll be there for you eventhough this relationship doesn't work out, I'll be your bestfriend who always be there for you through ups and downs. I love you, Nurul Alisya Hud <3 And girlfriend you should know that you're beautiful towards me, you're not ugly stop saying that you are. You're beautiful, just the way you are. Remember that <3

Well, I wanted to blog about yesterday's school carnival but I forgot most of it. And so, I want to blog about my girlfriend, this is a surprise for her to read it :3 

I'm really in love with my girlfriend. I really love her so much. 

That feeling of being too attached to someone you really love. Yes that. There's something about her and I'm still finding. For me, she's being a good girlfriend, who always take care of me, who cares about my studies, who always there for me through ups and downs, who always there to cheer me up whenever I feel so down and I need someone, who loves bullying me every time we meet each other, who always being so stubborn towards me but I still love her, who always make me smile and laugh. She's the reason why I always smile early in the morning until the end of the day, she's the reason why I get so hyper at random times, well most of the time. I'm glad that I met her in my life. I shall say that she's the best thing that have ever happened to me :')

Everyone said to me that I deserve better and then it's true that I deserve someone better and that I found someone better which is my girlfriend. Dear girlfriend, I really love you and yes I know we go through ups and downs together. I miss you and I love you so much. I hope i won't hurt you in any ways, I'll try not to. I'll always be there for you whenever you need me. You're someone special to me and you mean so much to me. :')

They say that love is forever 

Your forever is all that I need

Please stay as long as you need

Can't promise that things won't be broken

But I swear that I will never leave

Please stay forever with me.

The way that we are

It's the reason I stay

As long as you're here with me

I know we'll be okay.

Do I have to start my blogging saying "Hello readers!"? Okay stupid question Ard stupid question. 

Not gonna blog how's my day in school or what happened in school. Such a bad ass for the last two periods of English. You only live once.

Life is a bitch but you have to deal with it. Fucked up people around you and you have to face them and entertain their bullshits here and there. Sucks to be that way right? Well fuck all those who seek for attentions, fuck all those who's a homophobic, fuck all those who listens to one part of the story and didn't listen to another part of it, fuck all those who judge people so easily that they don't even know that person very well, fuck all those who loves finding trouble with people who's trying to make things right. Fuck all those who looks down. Fuck everything that is part of all these things. Pretty fucked up right having fake friends who act that they care about you but then behind you backstab you, twisting stories and well those common things in life. So frustrated with all those people who's like all these, you know you can just fuck yourself or fuck with a cactus. That sounds really awesome, fuck a cactus. Yup but then this is life where we need to face everything off and settle it. 

I'm sorry for being so vulgar over here. 

Till here then,

Have a good day tomorrow.

Hello Readers, 

It's been awhile since I blogged. I stopped blogging last year early January and now here I am blogging again hahaha. Okay let's start from

Yesterday, Sunday

Woke up early in the morning just to accompany my grandmum to see the doctor. After sending my grandmum home, I went to meet Gordon at outside East View Sec and from there we walked all the way to Pasir Ris Sec to watch Crestsaders vs Coral Sec soccer match. Gordon went there just to watch how Crestsaders play their match with Coral Sec and by there he will know what to plan and do for upcoming match with them, which is on Saturday. We watched half of the match and off to KFC and grab our lunch together at there. Talked about soccer all the way. After all those stuffs, we went home together I mean took the same bus as him. Reached home and do nothing just tweeting all the way while waiting for my cousins, Ayul and Afad to text me about Hanis's welcome feast to her new house. Waited till 930PM for them and then off to Hanis's house and as usual eat and eat and eat till we are full and satisfied, ini semua normal. When in her room and talked about our old friends and outings after me and Afad's N levels are over. Talk and talk and talk, it was 1130PM. We went to 711 to grab some food and sent Hanis back home. It was 12+AM. Me, Ayul and Afad cabbed home even though it's near but too lazy to walk back home hahaha. And so that's what I did on Sunday. And oh luckily there's no madrasah that day. ^^

Today, Monday

Went to school as per normal. Normal lessons. Lame teachers. During first two periods which is maths lesson, sat with Danish and Aziz. Like always talk about stupid things and others while doing our worksheet that our maths teacher gave it to us. I really hate maths. Never in my life I will love maths. Fuck that shit. After maths was English, oh fuck my english teacher. Too boring to listen. After English was some reflection time after that was recess and then reflection time again, yup. After reflection time was P.E! Played captain's ball with half of my classmates and was kinda fun but there's some fights between me and my classmate, small matter bro small matter just a game nothing more. Team up with Gordon, Melvesh and some noobs, chey bastard hahaha kidding kidding. After PE was Science, did some questions on TYS and then Mr Peh talked about Direct ITE Admissions and explain how to go for it aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand then school ended. 

Went home, changed and then off to Pasir Ris downtown east mccafe to meet the girl, who's the girl? My girlfriend la hahaha. Normal as always when we meet, I'll ask her how's her day and what happened in school, so she story tell about what happened in school and stuffs. Kinda fucked up having fake friends around you. Seriously annoyed and irritated but what to do. Life goes on. We studied for awhile, actually I'm the one who studied for awhile but then atleast I studied :B After studying we went to some ice cream place and grabbed it. Went to Pasir Ris park to catch some air chey no ah hahaha kidding, to spend time with each other since my girlfriend is a busy girl nowadays because of school. Oh fuck school! Talked about random stuffs with her and yeah I got bullied by her. I always get bully by everyone and I'll just like stone there or do nothing and let them bully me. I'm a cool person okay joke :B 

I love being around with my girlfriend. I'll get hyper when I meet her or she will call me randomly. The most best feeling ever, feeling so safe and yeah spend more time with each other catching up things. Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand then I can't even think about what to type already. Actually no, I'm just lazy right now to type more.

Till here then, 

Ardy Mardey sat on the wall, ardy mardey had a great fall. Okay bye.